Wednesday nights are knitting night for me and I really didn't know what I was going to work on. I'm working on several projects right now and many of them are getting too large to carry anywhere. I almost had forgotten about a log cabin blanket I had worked on some time ago and decided that would be perfect. So I took it and worked on one of the squares. It's coming along really well. I have all of my current and past knitting and crochet projects on my Ravelry page. I just love Ravelry but I need to use it more to my advantage. I really wish there was something like it for cross stitching projects.
Yesterday I had my appointment with my oncologist and was taken on a tour of the facility. Really nice I have to say. The staff was really nice and helpful. The appointment took a lot longer than I thought it would, 3 hours but it was well worth the time to see everything. I guess everything for my next part of treatment is set for next week. My first chemo treatment will be Thursday next week. I think I'm about as prepared as I can be and actually feel fine and strong now. I know I can handle this!
Today I'm planning to work more on my log cabin blanket and I really want to get started on a quilt pattern I got early in the year. I don't know what I'm waiting for to start it. My mom quilts all the time. I was telling her I have a thing about not liking to cut the fabrics. Isn't that just crazy! That is what keeps me from starting. I just need to get past that and go for it. I only have one more week before I return back to work so I better get moving on and get that started. Part of me is ready to go back to work and another is not wanting to ever go back. I hate that I feel that way right now. I've never not wanted to go back but perhaps it is just that I'm enjoying staying home and getting to spend a lot more time with my daughter. I'm going to really miss that. I see a change coming in the next few weeks. I want to spend all of my time after work more with Anna.